melting into puddles

by maja jasmin

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released August 31, 2016

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Track Name: totally fine
totally fine im totally fine
im sorting out feelings that are only mine
do i need your help? of course i dont
i feel so good when im all alone
i did so well arent you proud of me
i did none of the things you expected of me
im used to disappointing and pretending all right
dont come here and tell me that im not fine

YEAH sure i feel better, just needed a break
sometimes for a full week it gets harder to fake
but please lets move past it, im totally fine
cant you tell that im happy ? why not? i am smiling
did you need anything? i told you im good
what you mean confrontations? like that is something i would
i prefer to wallow in selfpity and rage
until im slowly drowning in things unsaid
sure im still in love with you ,i know that i shouldn't
i know we broke up and i told you its cool but i’m
secretly the worst at losing my friends
but i told you im fine and i’ll say it again
totally fine im totally fine
im sorting out feelings that are only mine
you can browse through my brain i have nothing to hide
i told you i’m fine i am good its alright
Track Name: the depression song
this song is a piece of shit
use ur time to deal with it
i have nothing interesting to say

there is nothing wrong with you
only the shit you put me thru
or maybe what you did was right
after all we're so alike

i am so depressed i really dont feel anything
i am so depressed i barely feel depressed

school takes so much energy
i feel like theres nothing left of me
im shrinking shrinking shrinking till im gone

trying to stay positive
but i have nothing good to give
i want to want to want to be alone

i am so depressed i really dont feel anything
i am so depressed i barely feel depressed
Track Name: to-do lists
i am waiting for a struck of lightning
waiting for a door that seems inviting
but no matter what i do you always make me out to be
the bad person and you only see what you wanna see

so sorry that i have too many feelings
its not like you want to help
slowly but surely i am disappearing
all thats left of me is a to-do list i never got around to doing